Self Note 2

Normally, whenever I got up to a scenic area, such as the hills or ocean, I usually imagine how it would be like if my significant other were there. For once, I actually got the chance to do that when we went to this hill on Noriega and 18th. While it was extremely cold and windy, it was perhaps one of the most romantic things I've ever been to with someone. He said that the view was much better in the day time but I still liked it just as much. His warm lips and hands helped a lot as well. :)

Also. The same night. Holy Shit. Best. Sex. Ever. While we were both really tiredto make sure we finished it was really. amazing. I have to give him some credit for that. Though I still wish I could've done someone.

Oh well. Fuck. Trying to look back on what happened that night was just like trying to remember what happened at TAO. You can only remember specific moments and how it felt but not the exact details.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh it was so gooooooooooooooooooooood. fjdios;fhsd;fh;sd

One little thing I have to watch out for is my patience for him acting goofy all the time. I know he means well and wants to make me laugh but sometimes it's a little too much. Maybe it's because I'm still not completely ready to show my true self and still feel a bit reserved